If what you live and breath is to be a "creative," to call what it is you do "art" you should watch this. TEC is the initialism for technology, entertainment and art. Some of the presentations on this site can really rock your world when your world is in need of some rocking. Elizabeth Gilbert is the author of Eat, Pray, Love--the book I'm currently reading. She's blithesome, articulate, and you'll notice when you watch this, has intelligence spewing from every pore of her body, but in the most non-egotistical way. That's something I respect. Saying she's humble may be an understatement.
If being a creative soul is just as exhilarating as it is terrifying to you, go ahead and take a 20 minute break from your current, restless state of mind and maybe in the end it will rock your world just enough to create a little thunder to roll through you...just be sure to make sure you have a pen around, you wouldn't want it getting away now would you?